antidote074 (antidote074) wrote,


I keep finding myself here. In bed, in the early hours of the morning. I'm not tired, although i'm rather.. fatigued? I keep thinking that i should sleep. But i find myself refusing. I don't want to sleep, no idea why, I just don't. So then it leaves me with nothing to do. I look through facebook and other social networks. Get bored. Play around with Fruity Loops for a bit. Get bored. Perhaps play some football manager. But no matter what, nothing is entertaining, and everything seems to be telling me I should go to sleep. But every night i've tried to sleep, I can't. For hours maybe, I will lay in my bed and tell myself to sleep, and think about nothing but sleeping.
Hmm. Just don't know what to do.
Sleep I guess.


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